A STALKER

Hello wello!

2011-08-14T14:01:00.003+08:00

Think I'm back?

Ps; Salam Ramadhan Kareem Al Mubarak to all muslims! Almost half of the month. Are you ready?
Assalamualaikum.
Hugs XX

You gotta read this.

2011-05-09T16:13:00.001+08:00

"you didn't love her. you just didn't want to be alone. or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. because you don't destroy people you love."
- grey's anatomy

Well said. Thank You.

Katie Thompson - 'It Doesn't Hurt'

2011-04-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

143 I LOVE YOU

2011-03-14T18:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 143 ILOVEYOU DAY!

Rindu kat semua orang.

:'(

Love you.

// I had a perfect weekend! A gazillion thanks to Sha & Mirul. You guys are awesome people!

I owe you BIG time.

XXXX

10 perfect combinations.

2011-03-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

This is it.

2011-02-23T18:30:00.001+08:00

We are good people, with good intention!

Happy Birthday Boyfriend! ;)

2011-02-23T14:37:00.003+08:00

Here is just a simple birthday wishes for my lovely boyfie

Muhd Ridwan :)

HAPPY 21st Colorful Year for you, Sayang!

May Allah bless you AND have a wonderful life in future!

I love youuuuuuuuuuuu so so so much!

: I hope the drama works! AND you've get your GIANT card already!

See youu soon!

Uwoooo!

2011-02-21T23:29:00.003+08:00

Sorry seems to be the hardest word, eh?

True.

Some people just wont admit their flaws.

Even when the other side has given up the words to them.

Pride hasnt always right.

Ah once bitchy always bitchy.

I know you for ages.

I know your cat-fights yada yada.

Need more proofs?

Well at least I dont have enermies, like how you did.

Oh wow.

You're so like an angel kan?

Always betul w everything?

No no.

Dont just easily ber-quotes2 but yet, it's all your reflections.

Im not telling Im good.

Not at all.

I know my mistakes and where I stand.

So thank you, haters.

I bet, NOT everyone is liking you also, kan?

AND that's a reminder for me jugak.

Umur je dah meningkat, otak takat tu jugak.

If you dont like my dramas then, change the channel.

Did I ever tell you to stay?

NO right.

Stalkerrrssss!

Pakai selipar & angkatlah kaki.

Okay bye.

I just need a positive vibe!

Thanks Allah

Thanks my lovely people.

Goodnighttttt!

15mins to twelve!

2011-02-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

AND where's my Good Luck charms?

// Ya Allah, permudahkanlah hambamu menjawab kertas peperiksaan pada esok hari. Amin.

Infection&Immunity, my favourite subject, Just Be GOOD to me. :)

Berani boghak?

2011-02-12T22:28:00.001+08:00

EMI:

virulence factor of bac.
bac of med importance
arthropod
antibiotic resistance
disinfection and sterilisation
vector borne disease

MEQ:
acquired or specific immunity response towards virus
draw influenze virus and state 2 functions of its components
4 characteristics of a good immunogen
nosocomial infection - define, two routes, preventions, classify endotoxin & exotoxin, mechanism of cephalosporin, side effect of cephalosporin
parasitic infection-mode transmission, factor influence host-parasite r'ship

EMQ
desribe phagocytosis
diff btwn exotoxin&endotoxin
give 4 examples of nonencapssulated microorganism that cause meningitis.
hiv -illustrate the hiv cell, enzyme in hiv virus
cellulitis- cause by streptococcus pyogenes
zoonosis

EMI:
cells immune system
antibiotic
fungi
arthropods
immunoglobulin

//Gabra x gabra sekarang? Hambek kau boghak la!

Grrrr

2011-02-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

Now help me on how to manage my stress level. Teeeeeet! Time's up.

I'm in the middle of nowhere. I don't know what Im feeling right now, this moment. Exam is on Monday. Erk, End of module exam, i suppose. So, where's my Good Luck wishes, again?

Happy weekends, people. (Me not enjoying mine, but after Monday, YES!!) :D

//Infection&Immunity, pleaaaseeeee. BE GOOD TO ME!

Taddaaaaaaa.

2011-02-09T18:42:00.005+08:00

Exam mode. Im getting CRAZY-er! Kbye!

Checkidaut!

2011-02-07T17:07:00.002+08:00

Im RE-scheduling my schedule (wth am I crapping now?).

CLASSES/COLLEGE/SCHOOL: 8AM-4PM (will be staying back till 4-5PM at college even if the classes end before that time - Library/PBL room)

WORKOUT: 6PM-7PM (EVERYDAY. It's a MUST)

REVISIONS: 845PM-1045PM

BEDTIME: 11PM (SHARP)

WAKE UP: 445AM (Make full use of it)

So, how's it? I know I can do it. Im a superwoman wannabe! Okaybye!

The lyrics that matter.

2011-02-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

Im no BIG FAN of Bieber, obviously. But I just fall in love with this song. The lyrics are just perfect. AND it digs my spirit out.

I shall thanks the lyrics-writer. GOOD JOB, dude.

Helo sunshine.

2011-02-01T13:27:00.003+08:00

Shall i say goodbye to JANUARY for finally ended up the visits? AND a very warm WELCOME to FEBRUARY for once again, popping out in 2011.

Glad to see you again FEBRUARY.:)

So, I guess nothing much for now. A short updates :

1. Thanks God. :) Alhamdulillah.

2. Im not pretty sure bout the family trip tomorrow. ~~Langkawi~~ , ~~Phuket~~, Melacca.

3. I only managed to ~~finish up~~ my revisions on Mycobacteria, Chlamydia etc etc. (feel bad for this)

4. Will be meeting primary school kids, this evening.

5. is STILL thinking of THE birthday presents for FEBRUARY babies. -.-' (from 22-27th. One shot, in a row) :O noooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I think thats all. Okay byeeeeee.

Just like every other end of month.

2011-01-30T19:21:00.007+08:00

This is not a random post. This post is specially dedicated to Muhd Ridwan, my sweeet lovely boyfriend. :')

Happy 30th sayang.

Though, how cruel I am to you,

how bad I treated you,

how harsh I talked to you.

On our special day, all I wanted you to know is,

I love you with all of my heart.

I truly do.

Thanks for always being there through thick and thin. Thanks for all your patience. You always knew how to handle me. I really Thank God for creating such a lovely boyfriend like you. :') I Love You, sayang!

There's always coincidence in life

2011-01-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

First of all, Ive to skip the visit post cause i think i need to have more time to rephrase and do all the work.

So, let me give a short fat brief on my day, today.

I had a simple class in the morning and we decided to go out make something good before we leave for our HOMEtown tomorrow. Yay.

After a long postpone, at last we managed to drag ourselves to the AMP karaoke.

Honestly, after quite some times, I think Ive treated myself well today. I had fun.

Thanks to Amirul, Sha, and Yana.

You guys are awesome people.

You must be wondering of what's the relation between the title above kan?

HAHA. It's kindda small joke. But WE think it's a BIG one.

Before we left the karaoke room, we randomly picked this one song, sang by Michael Buble.

HOME.

HAHAHA guess what? The lyrics meant a lot to us.

That's the coincidence.

Because, we're going HOME tomorrow. Yay yay yayyyyy!

LAME, eh?

IM GOING HOME TOMORROW.

kbye.

Where the mends were almost invisible

2011-01-23T13:31:00.001+08:00

I was doing my revisions on antibiotic resistance, in fact, I am, still. I’m having a very good Sunday routine. I woke up earlier than I usually did. Feel fresh. I'm a happy girl!

Well, that isnt exactly the point and nor related to the title given.

Proceed.

While doing the revisions, while referring to the lecture video, I put on the winamp playlists just to keep me on working. And suddenly the Boys over Flowers soundtracks were on air and it reminds me of few faces who had once stepped into my life. Like seriously, I kindda missed them. The two of them.

Easy come easy go. What else can I say? I faced some shits last year. Like I mention at the beginning of the sentence, during that phase, which was pretty hard time for me, one of them disappeared. We thought we could go through our lives together since we knew, each one of us would leave for different places. I bet, no one knows the real meaning of friendship. And what I had realized, most of us are plastic. We’re friend to someone for some benefits. Kan? No one is sincere.

I completely had a broken heart, which is still not recovered yet. Dayyum, my eyes are tearing up. Too bad, I'm too weak for this.

Do you still remember the very first time you were here, I brought you to my friends, I briefed you the world that you’re going to face, just to make you feel you’re not alone, to make you feel, you have me, have us. Days came across till I realized, Im no longer listed in your life. I made a barrier. I slowly made myself disappeared from you. Too bad, you didn’t get back to me, you tried, but with so little efforts. Silly me, kan?

I sometimes, I hardly get the answer, why am I always being taken for granted, after all? After so much things I’ve done. I make them as my priorities, but aint one of them did the same thing. I was just an option. They came for some reasons, then, they disappeared. For only few little tiny shits I’ve screwed up, compared to gazillions of good thing I’ve served them.

Unfair world.

Melodies play a huge role, reminding us for some people. Thank You.

Quote #3

2011-01-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

I got this from my lovely cousin, Lissa.

I dont know if this can be considered as quote?

She gave me this on my FB wall.

AND seriously, it helps a lot.

It gives me strength for living.

Thank You, cuzzie. You're the best.

"Kadangkala Allah hilangkan sekejap matahari.
Kemudian Dia datangkan pula guruh & kilat.
Puas kita menangis mencari dimana matahari.
Rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi."

Quote #2

2011-01-18T07:03:00.000+08:00

Never let your tears and sensitivity blind you. If someone hurt you, they showed you who they are. Move on, stay strong!

-IHQ-

Quote #1

2011-01-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

Don't make people in your life as a priority if they only make you as an option

Noone knows it but me

2011-01-15T14:14:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel being left out?

//I do. :'(

The proof of their existence

2011-01-12T17:14:00.003+08:00

Hi all bloggers,

I got some surprises for all of you!

HAHA so, I'm not gonna type more,

lets just the pictures do the talk!

I know right?

I'm a happy girl now!

Thank You again, to my baby prince!

You're the best honey!

Secondhand Serenade, you guys rock!

Come again next time!

Sunday afternoon snack!

2011-01-09T12:54:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggers & stalkers.

First thing first, let us praise god together for giving us another chance for a beautiful Sunday.

Alhamdulillah.

I don't have much time cause I'm running out of it.

So, here is the quick one.

Since tomorrow is already Mon-Die.

I think so do i, I'm so gonna die!

Reason? Cause only last week, like the whole week, Ive got 9 concept lectures to finish. How on earth am i going to finish all the 9s? Like having the real revisions on em within these 2 days off? Backload! By this week, I have to, again, carry another loads. -.-" Now, help me manage this.

-ve: I'm reluctant to do this.

+ve: Come on. You know you're gonna get surprises next weekend, so why don't you give one big shot on this?!

//Self-motivation, sometimes, works!

Reminder:

Secondhand Serenade this Tuesday! :)

Things that I've got to splash it out.

2011-01-08T17:24:00.005+08:00

I thought everyone has got their common sense to remain aware of the surroundings. Come on it's already 2011 man, grow up think like a mature adults. I know no one is perfect, so do i. I did mistakes too. I'm here not to tell that I'm good yada yada but just a simple words that I'm begging for. Common sense.

Next thing.

We are all the same. I dont care if you're rich. I dont care if you family owns such a huge properties., and if everyone in the world knows who your family is. I dont care if you wear all those branded clothes. What i care the most is, the cleanliness. Of yourself, and your surroundings.

Though if you've got all the above, though you think that you're perfect too, but if you yourself don't ever practice this value ever in your life, you're zero.

Na'ah I don't blog 'bout people here.

I'm blogging bout myself, what I'm feeling right now.

I'm pissed off now.

Being too kind doesn't pay, BIG TIMES, kan?

Happy Weekend, people.

Secondhand Serenade live in KL

2011-01-04T13:58:00.003+08:00

What else do you expect me to write?

Exactly! SS is coming down to the town!

AND do envy me for I've got the ticket!

Thanks a bunch to my superhero, Muhammad Ridwan Saroni.

:DD

Love you baby!

So, towards the beginning of next week, I really have a lot of homework to do!

#1. To cope up with my studies (Second module of this sem which has just begun this morning)

#2. To memorize every single lyrics of SS songs.

What an exciting daily routine!

// I'm so gonna love myself as well as my life. :)

New Year Celebration (2011)

2011-01-04T00:46:00.005+08:00

Dear stalkers,

I still cant get over my new year mode.

So here, i would like to share a lil bit on the NY eve celebration.

The party was fun. Had blast welcoming 2011 with my crazy people.

Let me clarify here, the theme was BOLLYWOOD, so stop asking why were we wearing such costume. This is cool, ain't it? :D

On the other hand,

I was feeling a little melancholy for I didn't get the opportunity celebrating NY with my family.

The reason was, every new year is my dad's birthday.

(How luck he is to get such a cool birth-date, kan?)

So imagine how bad the feeling was.

:'(

Though we were far apart,

Im still gonna take this chance to wish my beloved handsome daddy in the entire world,

.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I wish I could celebrate his birthday together with the rest of the family.

I miss you every single minute.

May Allah bless you and may all the happiness be with you.

I LOVE YOU, Ayah!

(will be seeing you in 12 days time, InsyaAllah)

Psst: Had my EOM1 paper on Human Genetic this morning, and I guess overall it was fine.

Aint ready to let go 2010.

2011-01-01T17:15:00.006+08:00

Right now, it's almost 19 hours of new year, 2011. AND with that, Im officially announcing that, Im no longer me back in 2010. (know what it means?)

Well well well, to err is human. So why bother? Im not perfect, i know, everyone else does. I did mistakes, like everyone else. That's why Im here now, is to change. To decorate and create the new me. Im gonna change the whole thing. The whole me, as i could. (I wish i could). I've listed several 2010 NY-resolutions. 2011 means, Im more closer to be an adult. Literally, I am adult. I should behave more like it, for the whole thing.

Im recovering myself from the past. The downs of my life wheel. Too bad aint it. I should have plan an effective strategy. But sadly to mention, 2010 is over. I need a back up plan. 2011 is arrived, it's here. So, what am i waiting for?

I dont wanna write you a lullaby that helps yourself fall asleep while reading this, so here, the short and packed resolutions.

ZURIATEE MOHD ZAIN 2011 resolutions:

1. Talk less. When it's necessary then, be talkative. AND speak only good words.

2. Be friends with books and notes. What else should I be with rather than these? As a medical student, I won’t succeed without these two things. I wanna have a BIG BRAIN. I want to entertain people with the knowledge not anything else.

3. Care-less. Especially on people's feelings. Why should I care ‘bout those who don’t even care every single dot in me? Easy come, easy go. People true, being tooooo nice and too caring doesn’t pay, BIG TIMES. I always have this kind of urgh-im-offended yada yada towards my friends. So I wanna make sure that, I'll be stronger than before. You give me shit once, I'll give twice. Easy.

4. Spend less, save more. Speaking of this, Im planning to have my own week-savings. Well, at least, 35 per week is enough. Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit.

5. Family first. I should care more regarding family matters rather than friends. I bet now you know more bout this.

6. Avoid negative vibrations, be rich with positive attitudes. Not gonna elaborate on this.

7. Be punctual. On time!

8. Be more independent. I have to stand on my own. Slowly will do.

So far, these 8 are my priorities.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, world!

Emergency shot

2010-12-29T18:56:00.003+08:00

Fhuuuhh Fhuuuh!

It seems like my blog has been effectively abandoned. Pity her, i know.

I cant remember when was the last time I updated the latest post. But that's not the point now. Well, as we are so much concern, another year has yet so near to come. In less than 100hours, isnt it sooooo close to us? No no No. Im not ready for it.

Apart from that, I would like to inform that, Im back and Im ready to become a blogger, again! (Clap clap clap) I might not be so active in this but, I'll try to make it, as frequent as i could. :)

My life :

Nothing much different. But pretty slightly. The results were out and frankly speaking, Im not okay with it. Who does, when you didnt hit your target, in fact, this is soooo out of target. How bad you could imagine?

But, Im not gonna let myself sink. I know Im a better person, and I'll get up straight and prove that everyone's wrong. (positive vibration is good, who says it doesnt?)

Well, well, well.

2010 you're still needed. There's still a lot of things to be improved, to be corrected. So i beg, dont leave me. ( i wish you could)

I'll be seeing you again, stalkers. I got a friendsdinnertogethertonight date, so take care loves.

Saturday morning with sea breeze

2010-10-30T08:50:00.003+08:00

I had an awesome Saturday morning. Away from all the miserable-ness and hectic med student life. Im now at mira's place, Tg.Bungah condo.

I was woken up by the sound of the sea waves and that started my day for such a wonderful morning. Aint that sounds cool? And i got to feed my tummy with the most crunchiest ROTI CANAI ever! *thumbs up*

Im counting days. Arebba! Will be flying back to Johor this Tuesday. And guess what, the following week is soo gonna be a disaster for me. PreFinals and FINALS! And the SO NOT COOL part is, the final timetable was out past few days! Dammit.

I feel better now. Better than few days back. Oh yeah, didnt i tell you i got final TITAS presentation tomorrow morning? Not cool right? Damn right! Booooooo!

Im hoping for everyday-is-a-good-day and I hope it lasts.

So, i'll see you all later peeps. XX

Say a little prayer for today, may God be with you and me. Have a blessed day!

teenage world kan?

2010-10-22T12:40:00.000+08:00

Im so pissed off with this one KL-girl. She thinks she is so cool and UPDATED! And she likes to look down on people, assuming she's way better than others. Got cool accent, cool stuffs, cool life but yet she fucked up!

You know what. Just because she's someone close to me, i TRY NOT to give any shit. But day by day, she's getting more and more annoying. YES, you lives in KL. SO what? Does KL mean so much things to you? No right? Fuck up lah! Memang tengah bengang gila ni. Dayyum! I just cant rontrol it anymore.

You're just too annoying now! like right now! Takes advantages towards people. Towards me?! Dayyum. In other words, SELFISH that much! Durh.

OkI'mdonebye!

Silly lilly

2010-10-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.
Its been awhile since i last updated my blog. My life is now in a miserable stage. So, i dont bother and i thought had no time to keep updating my blog, and im sorry for that.

So now, what's you been up to?

I bet you guys have a jolly time throughout your life, dont you?

Naahh. i feel bad now. I suck big time. I spoiled my EOM tests and that's enough to make me feel very very useless and guess what im thinking now, Im giving up halfway. Argh. Im not strong enough for this. I might just disappoint my parents, dont you think so? I thought i did the best i could. But the results proved everything. I blame myself for being so lazy, for having so much fun rather than sitting and starring the books. Ahhh. At one point i just feel that, i shouldnt be here. This aint my field. What say you?

But, it isnt too late. Im up for new mission. Im up to be in the battle. I wanna score in my final semester. I may use Aji as my idol perhaps. HAHA. Okay im done enough. Time to meet the creator. I love you guys. Take Care!

SHRMZB

2010-09-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

Saya, ZURIATEE MOHD ZAIN

Dengan seikhlas hatinya mengucapkan

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir Batin

kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat sekalian

Bersama ini saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon ampun dan maaf andai sengaja atau tidak sengajanya terguris,terhiris, tersindir, ter ter dan ter perasaan anda sekalian.

Semoga Aidilfitri kali ini membawa lembaran baru untuk kita.

Bersihkan hati sucikan diri

Now, can you help me?

2010-09-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

How time flies, Ramadhan is coming to the edge.

I wish I could have more time to be in this holy month.

What a big waste for me, for not getting the opportunity to make full use of the last 10 days.

:'(

ALHAMDULILLAH.

That's the only word i could say now.

Thank You Allah, Thank you.

When i feel they're no longer there :'(

2010-08-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

I sometimes question myself, did i do anything wrong to my girlfriends? I just missed them so much which i failed to express it in other way.

I just missed them. I feel like everyone is fading away, walking away from my life.

This is pathetic aint it? Silly me for caring too much for nothing.

Everyday I stalk my people, I see them commenting each other as if Im no longer exist. I feel stupid and being neglected, this is true. Im sorry but all Im saying is, I miss you girls. I really do. I wish time would heal everything and I wish we could get back together, happily. :'(

Truely,

Your neglected GF

Here comes Monday again :)

2010-08-23T17:04:00.002+08:00

Dreams are real as long as they last.

I like this quote.

I keep on praying to Allah for the great things to happen. AMIN

I seriously cant wait.

PBL and PPD sessions were rocking good. :)

Yeah, sometimes. LOL

Im gonna finish watching Vampire Diaries though I know this is so outdated. ITSOKAAYYY! :D :D

They got brain but refused to use it

2010-08-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

Dad's car has been ransacked. This is serious and I was half surprised when mama brought up the news to me. I wish I was there with them :'(

God knows everything, right.

Based on the schedule, Ive got a test on tissue of body module tomorrow morning. And i just got back home from the discussion and I hope tomorrow wont bring me down, will you?

So yeah, this is it. A short simple briefing of my day.

Ps; ENVY Sofea that much for having a baby coop before I could have one! :'(

Just, Dont Speak

2010-08-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

Ive once had a close friend, whom I always spoke to, shared things, laugh and tears.

I dedicated this song to whom it may concern, YOU. You're just so far away, things arent the same now. You've got your own friends, which *HM, i just dont wanna mention this, because it hurts*

If only I could turn back time, I would rather pretend NOT to know you. Because I bet, I wont be hurting like this shit. Congratulation, for manipulating everything. I was the FIRST CHECKPOINT for everything you're enjoying now. Have Fun with them.

AND GOODLUCK!

bye bye :')

2010-08-03T19:24:00.003+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to my people who'll be leaving for Medan Indonesia

tomorrow.

You guys are awesome people!

Take a good care there in USU

and I hope to see you guys back in 3 years time.

HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT!

Fly w loves people!

:')

Booo!

2010-08-03T15:55:00.002+08:00

Oh dayyum. Im bored with my blog layout already, but I got no time to edit. Today was kindda hectic. Day was hot like extra ordinary hot.

Ive got some good news and I'll keep on praying to God for that. Because that's my DREAMS!

VISUALIZE! My 'baby' is gonna rock the town yo! This time I bet, it is real! Just wait.

AND yeah, cant really believe we are almost into Ramadhan. :) May this holy month brings a lot of great things. InsyaAllah.

HAVE A GOOD WEDNESDAY tomorrow people!

Quote #2

2010-07-29T15:17:00.001+08:00

"Learn to thank God, even if it is the things that we don't want. For God gives u what u need, not what u want"

IHatiQuotes

#1st Inspirational words of wisdom

2010-07-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

Quote #1

Past mistakes help us find the right person with the good reason at the perfect season

DamnItsTrue

And this is it

2010-07-26T16:15:00.002+08:00

So, my second monday of being a med student isnt that bad. The conclusion of the 1st week was, Hectic. For all it should be it, yes it was hectic. I couldnt imagine that Ive gone through this.

Mentality.

Im still adapting some new space, new people, and maybe old people with new perspectives. Im so gonna bring myself high, even higher than now. Though Im still trying to forget few people that had just messed with me & so my life. Because, I think there's nothing good of remembering those people and it might just brings problem to me. Well well well. Change is good. I agree.

Slowly Im digging,investigating, and exploring my own self, the inner me I suppose. I dont talk rubbish. This is it. Im gonna be mature than who i am now, so be supportive. Dont be surprise of seeing the better me? Just pray, that's all i need.

They say, problems only start when you keep clinging to your old habits instead of making some changes happen. Change is good. AND I agree.

S0 yeah, back to the reality. My schedule is packed. But i dont blame it because, this is what I really have to go through. People say, being a med student is very hectic and pathetic, they say some more, being a med student has no life. Is it? Oh well, lets set up a plan. Bring more FUN to it. I believe.

AND tomorrow is gonna be my very first pbl session which i assume, it might be a bit dull. Itsokay, lets just give a try.

HAPPY MONDAY, folks! :)

This is it

2010-07-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Im about to start new chapter of my life.

GOOD LUCK to me.

BIG DAY : Monday 19th July 2010

This is for your breakfast :)

2010-07-17T07:55:00.002+08:00

Good fresh lovely Saturday Morning :)

And Heloo stalkers

Im back!

The camping was absolutely fun

It wasnt as tough as my previous campings

but the only thing is,

my badan is soooooooo sakit sakit,

now i know how it feels to be an old woman, even it might be worst than this perhaps

Ok wtv

so so so,

my new story is ready to begin the day after tomorrow

I pray i could face it well, i could manage everything in order.

Amin.

Your prayers are also needed.

Thank you!

Have a GOOD WEEKEND people ;)

Syukur Alhamdulillah ;)

2010-07-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

This is a quick update.

Since I've been guessing and deciding where the hell I'll be going for my degree, now, Ive got the answer.

Mum has just told me, they'll be sending me back to Penang this sunday as the orientation and registration is on 11th July 2010.

Im sooo veeryyy grateful for now Im moving one step closer to my dreams :)

Im going to pursue my ambition and my parents' wishes in Medical Degree.

Ive got an offer to do Medical Degree in UKM. :) Alhamdulillah syukur. Im so lack of words on how to show my gratefulness and happiness for this golden opportunity.

Well, to make things clear, Im NOT going to the real med faculty in UKM Cheras campus, instead, I'll be doing it in Penang, my current college. So yeah, Im gonna apply the term 'twinning program' here. Yes, this is a twinning program between ACMS and UKM. :) OK wtv it is, the matter the most is, with God wills, i'll be graduating from UKM soon. (in 5 years time) Amin amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. :)

Once again, Thank You ALLAH. Youre the greatest!

pot pet

2010-07-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

Mulut orang tak boleh nak tutup

SABAR JELAAAHH

people are people, woman!

Chilll

second year

2010-06-30T00:05:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd Anniversary Muhd Ridwan

I LOVE YOU TILL THE END!

Freedom!

2010-06-27T14:07:00.002+08:00

Oh i like to post this!

Im officially done with my pre-medical studies!

How time flies, I never knew I am this strong that I managed to end my pre-course!

I feel free now. Pray for the good results to come out! Amin.

Okayy, lets unpack the things!

Have a good day people! :)

2010-06-24T15:23:00.001+08:00

DAY 3- DONE!

Omigucci! Less than 24hours!

Cant you just smell the freedommmm?

Ahhhhhhhh.

2010-06-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

DAY 2 - DONE!

Finals yo Finals

2010-06-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

DAY 1 - done

All I Need - Alyssa Bernal Original

2010-06-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

And this song is dedicated to my very dear Muhd Ridwan.

I LOVE YOU!

I thought of you today when I looked up at the sunset in the sky.

Cause when I was still at home that use to be something we loved to see together.

I felt you near today when I watched our favorite movie all by myself.

And then I smiled today when I saw my favorite picture of us.

I know Im so far away from you

But I know I dont have to search high and low to see you again.

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.

Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -

Thats all I need..

Its so easy missing you cause youre going through my head a million times a day.

But Im okay when you say youre doing the exact same thing.

I know Im so far away from you

But I know I dont have to search high and low to see you again.

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.

Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -

Thats all I need..

2010-06-14T12:31:00.000+08:00

"I could never believe and never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterdays
Everything we planned
Cause you're a JERK, I'll never understand"

2010-06-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

THAT'S IT.

Sell the fish!

2010-06-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

Just because of small thing you want to fight so bad? That's not good, my friend. I helped you so much. I did whatever things you asked. I dont mind spending some time just for you. But when it comes to this matter, a tiny matter that makes you mad so bad is truely unfair. You're just being too selfish. Im letting you know now. People said the same thing tho. Youre selfish. You never think bout others. Im glad youre my friend but this is hurting me, literally.

You dont wanna talk to me?! so do I!

#1st Inspirational words of wisdom

2010-06-04T14:07:00.004+08:00

" ...im sure youre gonna be great

and doesnt matter which college youll be going

i believe youre gonna be one of the best doctors in the world :)

if i believe that, why cant you?.."

AND this is the best part of today.

Ive got one inspirational words from someone.

Thank You,

An inducement of the spirit.

Im not gonna let anyone down.

I promise.

so near yet so far!

2010-06-03T19:55:00.004+08:00

God is with me, nothing to worry!

(power thought)

Happy Friday with God bless, people!

Blarghhh! Im having severe confusion all over my nerves and major part of my brain. Ive been thinking a lot, like alot alot these few days. And for good Im gonna tell you, my brain is sick and it makes me sleep LESS!

The decision is in making. Im gonna put it all aside, there are too much of rumors and people are busy making assumptions, I mean their own assumptions. And this is more less affecting me and my decision. Screw parasites!

AND yeah. Im sick of trusting people and be kind to them, yada yada!

Lets talk about what's going to happen next week. Well, roughly next week is my final week before the study week and the big one, EXAM! I mean the FINALS.

Ahhmigaad! Im soooo gonna die! I havent started covering any single thing from what I've been learning past 2 months ( 2 or 3 eh? forgot already). And this is soo not FUN okeh?

AND this is a Crossword.

While I was jogging around the housing area just now, with music continuously playing, many thought and feelings crossed my mind and I just cant help it out. Ive been thinking of my future, my destination my faith. The major one is about what is going to happen, in this short term. Put the 10-years-5-years-in-time aside. I wonder so many 'what if' thoughts are slowly blotting out my positive thoughts and yeah, this is a big distraction that might kill me.

I need a STRONG and FASCINATING mantra! Anyone? anyone?

"Life isnt always easy"

First Tuesday of June and the lucks!

2010-06-01T18:13:00.003+08:00

Well, as I informed yesterday.

I went for an interview - UKM for the twinning MD program in ACMS this morning.

For now, all I can say, the interview was OK.

It's PARA. No that good nor bad.

So, keep praying so that there's a place reserved for me.

AMIN.

Thanks to my babies for the luck wishes!

Your prayers work! :)

That's for the 1st part of my tues.

The second one goes for,

Hmm. The arrival of 'the apple of OUR eyes'!!

LOL

This one gorg-cool-korean-stylo-look guy came for the interview this morning,

as I mention, He's awesome!

okok.

EHEM!

*I just need a coat n sunglasses to start stalking! :P*

AND lastly,

I had a picture w Sheikh Muszaphar! I MADE IT.

tho my face look weird, but I thank God for the opportunity, i mean this GOLDEN opportunity.

Geezz! Thanks Hommehh! :))

//Homeworks are left untouched! :S SATU BAKUL BOLEH??

:S

2010-05-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

Esok interview UKM for MD program, July intake.

Scarrreeeeyyy weh!

Macam mana ini?

HELP HELP!

*Deep breath!*

Fuuuhhhh

IP-SO

2010-05-31T14:27:00.003+08:00

Will I always be there for you

When you need someone

Will I be that one you need

Will I do all my best to

To protect you

When the tears get near your eyes

Will I be the one that's by your side

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night

Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you

Take your darkest night

And make it bright for you

Will I be there to make you strong

And to lean on

When this world has turned so cold

Will I be the one that's there to hold

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life

I promise, I promise

I promise I will, yeah (Repeat 1)

And I love you more every day

And nothing will take that love away

When you need someone

I'll promise I'll be there for you

There for you

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life

I promise, I promise

I promise I will, yeah

- Dedicated to My Super Hero :)-

merepek 1

2010-05-21T15:28:00.002+08:00

Ntah tetibe rasa nak blogging. Hm. menanti saat kedatangan Aniq and the gang so that bontot ini akan berangkat ke Penang Golf Resort untuk persediaan Dinner Pre Med malam esokk. :P Okaydahbye! :B

Something

2010-05-20T18:57:00.002+08:00

Silence is a girl's loudest cry

Twenty, people :)

2010-05-16T14:39:00.005+08:00

Ive so much things to say, so I serve this fat and packed one for you. :)Proud to let you know that Im legally 20 now. It's a BIG number, I know. so what? Everyone is getting older each day. You get old, me either. He, She, We, Them. Im glad that Ive get into my adulthood life. Bhaha. xD 3 years to go. HOHOHO.Well, apart of that, Ive no special nor fancy words to describe how overwhelmed and how touched I am for those surprise birthday party and yeah all the stupid birthday prank! Eurghh. i got punked by the people and just imagine how terrible they got me that made me cried for 3 rounds. Sucks you people. HAHA. No worries, how suck you are, I LOVE YOUUUUUUUS!You guys did so much for the simple party and i just couldnt say how much i appreciate it. Thank You Guys! :) Afiq,Oss,Ain,Mira,Yan,Rach,Ifran,Izzat,Khaliq,Aniq,Aisyah and the most important person, Muhd Ridwan ;) *Thankk you baby for the surprise and the flowers.

The description above is for the pre-day celebration.

On that night, the birthday eve, I brought myself with the crews to somewhere and we had an awesome time together. Thanks to the Bros, you guys memang TERBAEKKK! :PSpent time with Him and the bros and not to mention, my favourite girlfriend, JimmyHee! ;D AMAGAD, babe I cant believe that you were there with me from the eve to the midnight! AWESOMENESS! :) you know you love me! *poor us for NOT having Dny on that night. It would be moooorrreeee fun if she was there w us :'(

But yeah I had fun I had blast on my 2oth birthday :) Thank You to those yang sanggup call around the midnight/peak time just to wish and sing me the birthday song. Aww. This really can bring my tears down, i tell you.

And the most special part is, on my birthday eve, I got a phone call from Ayah and guess what, as I picked up the call, I heard keyboard keys and Yeah I was so touched to hear ayah played the song for me :) Sometimes, Ayah can be that sooo sweet&romantic :) Nothing's gonna change my love for you,Ayah. I swear.

Haaaah. Fat enough? Not yet.

the gifts? I received a few, i can say. and it is all lovely. :) And as a conclusion, all the birthday gifts that i received are all in PINK! Lol. So what?

Special Thanks to my another favourite girlfriend, my Bff, Diniy Afiqah. Not gonna mention what did she buy for me, let the picture tells the thing. :)

2010-05-10T19:07:00.006+08:00

Well, this is another part of the story. My weekend was awesome, that's it. Thanks to Him and the people. I had blastt! :)

/I thought we are transparent now. But no, i dont think so. My heart hurts each day. She has replaced me, so yeah Im happy for you. Im not gonna turn back this time. Take Care, friend. :)

no like!

2010-05-04T22:52:00.004+08:00

I hate my E66 baby for having such stupido batt which can only be used for a few hours after it is fully charged!

I hate my other nokia phone for having trouble with the memory card reader!

I hate to go jog without musics!

I hate to gain weight!

I hate when I oversleep at the evening which causes me to escape from jog!

I hate to know the fact that I'll be leaving my 'teen' life.

Eurghh!

AND
I wish to have this NWZ-W252 :'(

// I should be hitting the notes, now. *sigh*

GOODNYTES!

JHS's Birthdayyy ;)

2010-04-30T19:13:00.002+08:00

It's 30th people!

and someone's birthday, today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY, soul brother!

May Allah bless youu and May all your dreams come true!

19! yeayyy. OH NO it's quite a BIG number, tho.

Enjoy being 19 ok ok?

Have Funnnnnnnnnnnn!

//AND, 30th = :) Happy 30th to YOU, 437.

1,2 buckle my shoe

2010-04-28T16:57:00.004+08:00

Well, helo everyone. First off, this is, i would say, my postponed posts. I know my upcoming sentence might sound so lame; "been reallly busy these few weeks" Lol. So, yeah, that's it!

And and, Welcome to the real world, baby Rayan Mikael (idk if this is the right spelling not! LOL), a new addition to Z family :) I'll definitely gonna meet you this real soon and cuddle you till you scream, i swear! ;D Congrates Kak Long Mimi & Abang Ghaffar.

The next one, the short briefing on my last short weekend. Guess what guess what; I attended this one event where Sheikh Muszaphar was there and I had to see him like really reaaalllyy close. And yeah, if only he was single and I could kicked the f crowds out. EURGHHH! As a conclusion, HE made my weekend extra special :) thankyouuuss!

Despite all of that, as Ive mentioned in my last post, the re-results of my second semester were out last week and yeah. Alhamdulillah. It changed my long grief with something i would say, good. :) Thanks to all, thanks to those helps that ive got and yeah this isnt the final so, I'll try extra harder for the upcoming tests and exams.

You know what else is great? Hm. Ive got my hommie back :) Know what, sometimes, it takes so much pain but once you have the guts and manage to make things clear and to know what are rights and wrongs, TADAAA the pain will definitely disappear! Im telling the truth. Some problems are getting worse when both sides remain silent. I think I should congratulate myself for having the guts to talk. So, yeah. Im no longer staying in the same box.

Also, since April is really close to its end *hidden meaning*, I've completed my short wishlists;

1. Meeting my girlfriends (you know who you are!)

2. Having a cool-est partaaayyy with my people at HRC (also, you know who you are!)

3. Claiming the CC & GC from Ayah

4. Iphone 3Gs! *if only i could have this* :'(

5. A mini vacation! *I really need this, i swear!*

Okay, i guess that's enough.

Well people, DO ENVY me for Im going back to my hometown tomorrow! wiiiii! I LIKE THIS BIG TIME. Okay mood swings, feels like crying my heart out. Im HOMESICK and this is SICK! Gaaaahhh.

This is a fat long post, so have fun reading my short summary and yeah, wish you a very happy weekend wherever you are. :) Love, Bertt.

" Have faith in your dreams, and someday your rainbow will come smiling through"

-CINDERELLA-

Big day Big dayyy

2010-04-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

A super short one, this time.

Latest update from MR.P,

Official 2nd semester results will be out TOMORROW.

Well actually this is gonna be the second-results.

After a longg grief and mourn,

i PRAY that tomorrow's-will not gonna let me down.

AMIN.

/And wish me luck for the medical ethics test tomorrow. :)

Have a good day, people!

2010-04-17T11:47:00.002+08:00

Aww. This is so sweet! Hmph. I miss my piano so much. I think I might lose the skills. I just cant wait for June and July to come despite that i know I have LESS time to prepare for my finals. :S Gahhh.

Well, so much things have changed these few weeks. The life, the feels, the friendships, the bonds. I dont know. Life is getting more exciting? No i dont think so. I hate the fact that Ive lost my hommie. Yeah. Though it's hurting me big time when i see *her happy with the friends that she surrounded w. And yeah, i know that she's happy, so I am happy too, for her.

Sometimes, I hate my high school rhythm. You know, when it comes to friendship, etc etc. Come to refresh back, our high school lives brought so much memories eh? When you have few of friends, then when they did something WITHOUT you, you might feel TERASA. Aint it? For example; bila pegi makan tak ajak, TERASA. Tengok movie dekat Bestari Hall, tak ajak, TERASA again. So fragile the feelings we had! Eurgh. Im letting my tears down my cheek for now Im missing my high school life so MUCH! ;(

Hmph. Okay. Enough for that. I better stop blogging and start doing my revision. Got Chem test on Mon-DIE! And yeah, i got fever! just imagine how am i going to study in this suckky condition? :S

//Hey Baby, thank you so much. I had so much fun with you. and know what, ILYSM! ;)

Sunday Mayday

2010-04-11T11:12:00.002+08:00

Anat- mind map ( )

English- presentation ( )

Chemistry- revision for upcoming test ( )

MPW-assignment ( )

GRRRRRR :S

Another sad love song :'(

2010-04-10T09:15:00.002+08:00

" I was here, you were there

Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry "
-Brian McKnight-

act like a lady, think like a boss

2010-04-09T15:22:00.003+08:00

Ive had enough.

Let's move one step ahead.

/ Helo another long weekend, *BOOOO!*

Cerita pencuri :D

2010-04-07T20:16:00.006+08:00

You'll always be missed.

Thank You for everything, Madam Salmiza.

// We are looking forward to see you in Tesco/Carefour setiap selepas hari gaji-an! ;D

Loves, A01-01 kids.

Semalam ada cerita pasal seorang pencuri.

HAHA.

Ni polis wanita membanteras pencuri xD

Runn Runnn!

Kejar dan kejar lagiiii ;D

Malangnya tiada tangkapan berjaya dilakukan.

:'(

Sekian sahaja laporan untuk hari ini.

Majulah sukan untuk negara

bhahahaha!

: gementar esok ada test anatomy :S

Okay Selamat Berjuangggggg!

the short one for this time

2010-04-03T19:21:00.003+08:00

Having a long weekend is such a cool-est thing for now. Yeah. Glad that I could spend my weekend with the friends. Hihi. You cool guys. I swear.

Well, nothing much to update.

Helo April. :)

And

Happy Birthday

gorgeous sweethearts! ;D

Im surely NOT gonna miss 3rd April, okayy. May Allah bless you guys! Enjoy being 20! No more TEEN okayyyy, Ingat tu! :D

Facts of the day:

1. I strongly DISLIKE KATAK!

2. I bet Chelsea will conquer the game tonight.

an overdue post

2010-04-02T13:42:00.005+08:00

This one has to be the short one, so enjoy!

Well, I've been busy past few weeks. Like gila gila busy. Though my bb is now working for me and the nets. But ive to make a quick apology for not updating in this, tho. Hmmph.

Well, things are getting more exciting. That's all i can say for now. Attending few events was such a pleasure i guess. Thanks to all.

Studies, being good. :) There's still a loong way to go. So, regret isnt a GOOD thing to do for now. Let's just look up and go straight and get the point of what we're going to go through. I bet, something good awaits us. So, GoodLuck!

On the other hand, this might sounds NOT cool. When you care too much, especially on something that is not even worth your time, what would you do?

Okay. Back to work Lazy bam bam!

2010-03-17T15:44:00.003+08:00

If or when it is pre-planned, it was all done by us. But as far as we concern, God knows better and He is the perfect planner, true ain't it?

But sometimes, to achieve that level, we have to go through a lot of things which He directly serves to us, as the checkpoints. Hmmph, too complicated? Well, let's come to think of it, if you want something so bad, you wont simply get it right?

Well, currently Im kindda heartbroken and disappointed with the results that I just got. Maybe I had high expectation for it or maybe it's a test from Him.

Just see my bloody ugly face now, with this puffy and swollen eyes. Non-stoply producing gallons of liquid and I just cant stop it from running down my cheeks. I had lost my strength. Ive had enough with the games. Yet, I still don't get it, of the fact that Im doing it.

I just feel like doing some stupid stuffs just like i did past few years. I feel like digesting a bottle of these blue pills and go in my bed and sleep for a looongg time. I know Im losing my mind, Im losing my control. I just too disappointed, the fact that I got less than my expected pointer.

AND yeah, thanks to them for making me realized, they were only there when we were happy and the fact that they aren't here when Im down and having my hard time. Thank you and Congratulations for your good achievements.

It's just that simple, when you don't know to whom you should turn to. Confusing, ain't it?

However, Im perfectly Thank God for showing and creating me the other 'them'.

Life could be short, you know? Hoping to see my next post, NOT?

Camping!

2010-03-11T17:50:00.002+08:00

Heeeelooohhh, :) Geez, what a week it has been. The camping thingy is really killing us, killing me. Just so you know, as I stated on my FB status, camping is an exciting activity i know, but then, to organize it and make it works is really tiring. Pity Gaga and the others. Haihs. So let me tell the details; we'll be leaving KB on Saturday morning and will only be back on Sunday afternoon. GAAHHH! So yeah, dont miss me & Monkey Beach please be nice to us! :)

AWWWWHH!

Cant really believe that Im already in my FINAL semester now! The classes were so far, bole tahan fun except for the B class. BahhhaxD

Okai, I got to go now. I need to take my shower. See you when i see you!

Yours truly,

Bertt :)

Helo Penang Part 3

2010-03-08T10:56:00.000+08:00

Goodbye, Hometown!

Helo, Fake-future-hometown!

Helo semester 3! :)

2010-03-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

Fighting!

SEMESTER 3 akan bermula lebih kurang 9 jam lagi.

GAHHHH!

Final semester semestinya.

D4 is HOT TO GO.

H O T T O G O!

Auuummmmm.

*rindu cheer block pulak en*

//Goodbye JOHOR, Helo again, PENANG. :)

(1430-1530)

saturday night fever

2010-03-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

Kebosanan tahap max. Hmmph, i just CANT believe it's already SUNDAY! Gahhh! DIE DIE. Monday dah start class yaww! ARGHHHH.

Guess what am i doing now? BhahaXD watching ayah karaoke-ing the oldies songs and it really makes me SICK of being lonely. STILL WANTING YOU! YOU YOU. Fuckk, Ive to be strong I know. tapi... (abaikan)

Went out sending zaim to his guitar class this evening, then ayah bawak pegi music valley, beli bundle of karaoke VCDs! FUN hehh, almost one and half hour stuck dalam tu. Haihs. Tu laa, when it comes to your passion, apa2 pon tak kesahh ;D

OMG, it's "Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You" on air. :'( *Cries*

Enough.

Jom tido?!

Selamat malam, Dunia.

*sigh*

tsbkhl

2010-03-05T12:31:00.006+08:00

Denial isnt a good solution, I admit that. But wtv crap is that I still have to deny every single thing. I think im not that strong enough to stand on my own, but.. hmmph. I'll do wtv it takes, bold this, because this is what Ive promised to myself.

To tell the truth, i feel like an abandon young woman. Lifeless and hopeless. My entire love affairs didnt work, like always. Yes, just put the blame on me. I deserve that. *sigh*

However, there is still 2 reasons for me to keep moving on. Family and Friends. I really thank god for having such family, well at least ive no experience of having a broken home. Alhamdulillah.

Friends? I have copious of them. Thank God they are so lovely and i appreciate for having them. :)

Too muchh name to mention, i wish i could list them down but i worry that i would left some of the names so, i'll just pass it.

Thank you guys. You know we love each other, right?! :))

Im not gonna talk bout this, nomore. Well, i thought people say;

Love comes once and never leaves.

Duuurrrrhhhhh!

and thank you

2010-03-04T11:04:00.002+08:00

Heartbroken,
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that you are gone,
To forget your lies,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You never loved me,
Forget the way,
You looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart,
From beating.

Yes, Thank You to you for making me realize that this is all about revenge?!

Mother Fucker you asshole.

/ There is no point in wasting your time taking revenge when you know you're in a true relationship. Agree?

helo helo

2010-03-03T19:44:00.003+08:00

well helo helo helo :)

just dropping by to say Helo.

Im off to somewhere tonight

see ya when i see ya!

HOOOORAAAYYYYYYYYxD

im sorry

2010-03-02T10:34:00.003+08:00

im sorry, this is all i can say for this moment.

sorry for taking and placing him somewhere in my heart.

BhahahaxD

okai lemme clarify whats all this fuss about.

Ive heard bout the movie before,

but i kindda not gave it a damn to all those korean movies, so i just passed it.

until this very day, my clique, Aniq introduced it to me and with his all efforts,

he bought the ORIGINAL dvd!

can u imagine that? my BOY friend bought a box of 5 dvds! OMPrada!

bhahaxD and since im having a week break, he lent me the dvds and force me to have some time to finish it. HAHA. the movie was estimated to finish within a week but

with my all efforts, without having break for lunch and tea and staying up until 3 am,

i finally did it!!! woahhhhhh, i did it within 3 days yo! imagine that.

HAHAxD

and so, ive done with it. Im hoping for Gu-Ju-Pyo-look to come bhahaxD

i'll make sure that and will take all risks for that.

so now for those who havent see the series yet,

it's your turn folksie!

Rate: 5.5/5 stars :D

// okayiwillseeyalaterbecauseivetocookforlunchtodayy!TOMYAMandkangkungbelacan! yummmmmmmiiii

Fuuuhhhhhhhh

2010-02-26T19:30:00.003+08:00

Alhamdullilah ;

1. 2nd semester is done and the papers were way better than last semester

*that's forsure!

2. One semester left!! xD

3. Im happy

4. Im happy

5. Im home now! :))

Hari ini:

(26th Feb 2010)

Special thanx to Nur Amalina Ramli aka Mcna Pendragon sebab sudi mengambil dan menghantar beta dari jeti ke airport. Terima kasih juga diucapkan kepada Noor Fara Waheeda aka my JIMMYhee sebab last minute buat perfect decision! Hihi. Love you guys lahhh!

And And; hari ni hari yang sangat gembira dan funn sebab dengan tidak plan sama sekali we made our day! well organized! Cool yo. Duduk satu negeri tapi nak jumpa tu macam sorang duduk London sorang duduk Paris sorang duduk Korea, en en? Okai beta suka dan gembira untuk hari ini. Terima Kasih.

And finally, beta sudah dirumah bersama seisi keluarga terchenta. Selamat mendarat jam 2.15 tengah hari tadi. Hihi. so, any invitation?? sila hubungi beta.

GehehexD

// sedang menunggu Nasi Goreng daging merahhh sluuuurrppp! Ready untuk menonton Paranormal activityyy yo! popcorn pleaseeeee

gong xi gong xi

2010-02-14T19:10:00.003+08:00

I made my day and i am happy for getting not-that-much Angpau. LolxD but at least it covers the money that ive used past 2 days. I LIKE! So how was your Tiger New Year celebration anyways? I bet we all had fun right.

Hmm. I just woke up actually due to the hot and tiring day that made me fell asleep. Well, i went to a few houses here with Amira and her family, you know Penang, so we went to celebrate, as 1M. Haha. *crrrraaaapp!* And yeah, not to mention, we ate aloooottt! I ate A LOTTTT! Gahhh, and i can see my pregnant tummy through the mirror reflection. How ugly is that, just imagine.

Happy Vday, people.

So lets proceed to the next topic. Hmm, im not gonna wish this to myself but to all lovebirds out there, my friends who are in love with whoever they wish to in love with, Happy Vday. May all of you have a great moment and memorable time together. :)

I havent mention anything bout my long-lost Tedd, havent i? So, he is back and he has found his way and it's great :) It's been awhile since we last contact each other and i Thank God for giving me and him an opportunity to start all over again. Dont get us wrong, we used to be a close and v good friend to each other but for some reasons, we lost the track.

I had a memorable 14th Feb. How 'bout you?

2010-02-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

i thought i was strong, i thought i was happy. But the truth is, i am not. Im such a big loser who cries over a weak and dull relationship. This is true. I thought we have changed, but we have not.

The whole world knows what day tomorrow is. As i went to the mall, i saw hundred couple of lovebirds were having their special time, buying those sweet love gifts for each other, planning surprise. Na'ah i dont give it a damn, really dont. If only i was with someone pon, everyday is Vday, everyday pon nak love each other, am i right? (i dont think this paragraph is written sincerely, this is Fake!)

To beg myself to be in 14thFeb mood, i put all the love songs in my playlists, and so im listening to it. Calm and fascinating.

-to be continued..

sometimes when you least expect it, Love Happens

2010-02-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

Go check out my current status on FB and guess what am i doing right now. HAHA. Im watching Love Happens, xD. YES! what to do kan, since i have noone to date on 14th-day-out this Sunday. So then i decided to just watch a movie, way instead of bring out the books and do revisions. My bad, i know right!

Exam is on 22nd Feb, just FYI anyways. The whole week until 26th and I'll be going back home instantly on that night right after the exam ends. HOOORRAAAYYY! So, where is my Good Luck wish? :p

Oh, semester 1 results were out last 2weeks and Alhamdulillah though it wasn't that excellent, i still Thank God for at least, the result is my result. BHAHAxD

Well i think i better stop now. Updated enough ftm, i suppose. See ya folks!

when fingers meet keyboard part 1

2010-02-02T11:43:00.002+08:00

well, it's been awhile ( sounds lame i know) GHAHA! been busy i tell you. no time to update this and that, i suppose. i bold this *SORRY*. so i decided to squeeze in at this moment to update some or maybe a few stories that make sense. xD

HERE WE GO

Apparently im having this kind of situation, where i feel uncomfy and things sometimes are not really on their right place. so i bet this wont hurt me but all i can say is, it is hurting me. To be honest, i miss the *ex* like i cant get rid of this kindda silly thing at night and when im lonely. but to tell the truth, there is someone who keep accompany me from the moment i wake up till i doze off. What say you?

Proceed, i bet this will also sounds lame;
GUA RINDU KAWAN2 PEREMPUAN GUA DOE!
Haaaaa, any comment?

i better go now, there is a long que waiting for me to be done. LOLs. i see ya when i see ya folksie.

TAKE CARE and HAVE A NICE DAY! :)

Copied from Dyra.

2010-01-03T08:50:00.000+08:00

INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT GIRLS

When a girl says she’s sad, but she isn’t crying, it means she’s crying in her heart.
If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.
When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
If you don’t like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.
Being too serious can turn a girl off.
When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
A smile means a lot to a girl.
If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
If a girl says she can’t go out with you because she has to study, leave.
But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
Don’t try to guess a girl’s feelings. Ask her.
Hearing the words “I love you” is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
After a girl falls in love with a guy, she’ll wonder why she never noticed him before.
If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
A girl’s ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
Girls love having fun!
A simple ‘Hi’ can brighten a girl’s day.
A girl’s best friend usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their ‘prettier’ friend.
Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
Girls always hope that they can always remain as friend with their ex. But never know how

NY, new page, new soul.

2009-12-31T11:15:00.004+08:00

"Drop the last year into the silent limbo of the past.

Let it go, for it was imperfect, and

thank God that it can go"

-Brooks Atkinson-

HAPPY NEW YEAR, folks!

new year resolution ; be a better me!

so whats yours?

and not to mention;

Ayah's big day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!

you know we love you, dont you?

;)

few more to new year, people!

2009-12-26T09:35:00.002+08:00

Ayte ayte, first of all, i would like to be on your knees / apologize for leaving this blog out-dated for quite some time. :) sorry once again. I was/am/still busy with lot of things that might be happening in these becoming weeks, not to mention past few weeks. BAHHHHH.

So here the long one. are you READY?

well, as you all know, the Medica83 gath was held last week, and it was awesome i tell you. F hell awesome, though few of them werent there for their own reasons, i still Thank God for making me alive and still that weekend. The parents rock yo! i couldnt and NEVER imagine they could made themselves on the dance floor! Hella rocking romantic! LOL. too bad, i couldnt upload the pictures right now, if only i could fly back home and take the camera along with me to penang. HAHA. And more, i was surprised for seeing Melacca is growing and developing too fast yo! Just the major problem is, too much cars and i leave the rest judgement on your hands.

The latest one; i went to pesta penang for my VERY first time! BHAHA. overall, it was fun. ;)

Im ready for my trip, again to island today, this afternoon. Dont get me wrong, no Fun this time, the main purpose is to have our Drama practice. HAHA. Im gonna present it THIS MONDAY people! i repeat, THIS MONDAY! okai, may all your pray b with me! LOL. wish me luckkkkk!

well, 2009 is nearly leaving us.

COUNTDOWN ; 5 days left.

May this becoming new year makes us, a better person.

*peace*

/ if only i could beg 2009 not to leave me;

winky pinky

2009-12-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

no longer having curly hair.

;)

and just got my dress for so NOT call PREMA PROM.

bhahaha!

I LOVE TODAY ;)

now youve got to learn it

2009-12-09T17:40:00.001+08:00

Finally we are about into real world of medicine. BHAHA. so im not dreaming, i guess. Ive got to improve alot, i repeat, A LOT.

current chapter; PSYCHOANALYTIC THEORY

okay, i should really go.

"The Beautiful Prince" team is waiting for me, babyy!

presenting!

2009-12-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

JIMMY and SHA!

LOL

''tgk gamba korang mase kanak2 ni!!!!"

; maaf kepada mereka yang secara tidak sengaja gambarnya terpampang disini.

ENJOY these pictures!

LOL.

//tak sangka ketemuan gambar2 di atas. HAHA

im happy, im going back!

2009-11-30T13:42:00.002+08:00

-having NM fever is bad, i tell you.

LOL

*Goodbye. See me in Penang! ;)

NM outing!

2009-11-29T19:59:00.003+08:00

OMG cant really breath right now. ED and Jacob are F adorable. how to get such a hot and gorg stuff like that uh? i give 7stars for this movie. You know i love the series right? *evil laugh*

okayy, thankx to Akmal for the meeting just now. really had a blast and many fun with her. and thankiu for teaching me on how to eat those sushi stuffs! i DONT LIKE fish, for some reasons but she finally managed to drag me in to the sushi shop or whatever you would call it. HAHA. to SHA and NISA and whoever my people, dont get jealous okai? :P

next time kite makan THAI pulak lahh. :D

*aksi2 amal mengajar kami ber-sushi*

;)

how was your raya celebration?

2009-11-28T18:44:00.004+08:00

regarding to the title above. ;) mine was okay, not that bad as i expected. Had so so much fun with the cow! HAHA. cow lagikk. aiyeyy.

eherm, not to mention, got lot of sourvs from beijing yeayy! ;D thankiu ayah! xoxo

not in blogging mood anyways, let the pics tell the whole story. ;)

SALAM AIDILADHA, stalkers.

*so cute ehh. HAHA!

my lonesome hour

2009-11-19T16:05:00.003+08:00

For many days, we were looking exactly like a herd of cows walking down the hill. For many reasons we were there. These undefined things happened for reasons, as everyone knows.

Im still looking forward for next week, for aidiladha mini break. How is the celebration going to be? will it be fun, or will not it be? For goods, for the better, lets us just pray for the better things to happen. Amin.

Ayah is now in Beijing for his trip and singlesome short vacation. Youre so gonna have so much fun, on your own kan ayah? HAHA. take your time, im sure mama zaim, in fact me myself, are missing you right now. Funny tho, yes.

I was really unhappy to hear from the lecturer bout the result that will be coming out soon. May Allah always be with me, for good for bad. I did the best that i could so i'll just leave the rest for the judgement.

second semester is pretty relaxing. Not as tough as the first semester, thats for sure. ;)

Behaviour science, maths, physics, english and agama. Cool huh?

okayy. i stop here. till elephant can fly! ;)